Saturday, July 9, 2011

First 3 Days

7/8
It's funny being out here. I'm being stripped of my sleep, my wonderful friends, and the place I knew as my home for the last 25 years. The one thing that is constant is HIM. He is the same God here in Kansas City that he is in Orange County. Every time the intercessor gets on the mic and contends for a revival in Kansas city, I just intercede with them on behalf of Orange County. I know a wave is going to hit our home. But revival doesn't happen with one person if we don't want it to burn out. So Father I pray that you touch every heart in Orange county with a measure of your Love. That they cannot stand still, that nothing else satisfies and that every heart is overwhelmed and fascinated with your majesty. Wake up Orange County Lord.

Another thing, sitting in the prayer room pray-singing certain phrases over and over, you actually get to thinking about the words. Do we really believe that His blood is enough? I know that our first answer would be yes. But really think about your life. What if we lived as though we truly believed that Jesus' blood was enough? Do we pray and sing just to sound pretty? Or do our prayers come from the groanings of God's heart leaping out of our souls? The Lord is really teaching me how to be intentional.

It takes YOU to love You Lord, So increase revelation. To You is all my affection.
There's Power in Your blood, and authority that is released When we declare Your Holy name. Amen.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

16 hours left in Orange County....

So I'm about ready to leave and my brain is going haywire. A friend walked in to me laying on the floor, blasting film scores (it's what I do when I'm anxious)...I'm being attacked big time. Satan is trying to tell me that I'm going to be easily replaced, that no one is going to miss me, and that I am all together not needed here anymore. Which I know is a complete lie. I'm just bein real.  And Yes Chris Selzer and David Fernandez, this is an emotional response, not a logical one.

I know that Jesus is going to do amazing things to me, and through me on this journey, and I can't wait to sit at His feet for 3 months. But I would be lying if I told you I wasn't shaking in my boots. Anyways, Next time I post I'll be in Kansas City!