First 3 Days

7/8
It's funny being out here. I'm being stripped of my sleep, my wonderful friends, and the place I knew as my home for the last 25 years. The one thing that is constant is HIM. He is the same God here in Kansas City that he is in Orange County. Every time the intercessor gets on the mic and contends for a revival in Kansas city, I just intercede with them on behalf of Orange County. I know a wave is going to hit our home. But revival doesn't happen with one person if we don't want it to burn out. So Father I pray that you touch every heart in Orange county with a measure of your Love. That they cannot stand still, that nothing else satisfies and that every heart is overwhelmed and fascinated with your majesty. Wake up Orange County Lord.

Another thing, sitting in the prayer room pray-singing certain phrases over and over, you actually get to thinking about the words. Do we really believe that His blood is enough? I know that our first answer would be yes. But really think about your life. What if we lived as though we truly believed that Jesus' blood was enough? Do we pray and sing just to sound pretty? Or do our prayers come from the groanings of God's heart leaping out of our souls? The Lord is really teaching me how to be intentional.

It takes YOU to love You Lord, So increase revelation. To You is all my affection.
There's Power in Your blood, and authority that is released When we declare Your Holy name. Amen.

16 hours left in Orange County....

So I'm about ready to leave and my brain is going haywire. A friend walked in to me laying on the floor, blasting film scores (it's what I do when I'm anxious)...I'm being attacked big time. Satan is trying to tell me that I'm going to be easily replaced, that no one is going to miss me, and that I am all together not needed here anymore. Which I know is a complete lie. I'm just bein real.  And Yes Chris Selzer and David Fernandez, this is an emotional response, not a logical one.

I know that Jesus is going to do amazing things to me, and through me on this journey, and I can't wait to sit at His feet for 3 months. But I would be lying if I told you I wasn't shaking in my boots. Anyways, Next time I post I'll be in Kansas City!

4 Weeks Away...

So I've finally raised most of my money, bought my plane ticket, arranged a pick up from the airport to the International House of Prayer, and it's starting to become real. I'm not gonna lie, I'm getting super nervous.This is the first time I have ever done anything on my own like this. I've been to a bunch of foreign countries, with no fear, but for some reason going only halfway across the country alone for 3 months is starting to make me sweat. Fire in the Night...Here I come.

                I recently got a prophetic word from a friend, saying that she saw God put a bucket before me, full of  grape juice. She said I then opened my mouth really wide and drank the whole bucket in one drink. She didn't know this at the time, but that is actually a bible verse from Psalm 81:10:

I am the LORD your God,
   who brought you up out of Egypt.
Open wide your mouth and I will fill it.

 I'm ready to recieve what you have for me Lord. Even if I'm scared. I will open my mouth and be honored that you fill it. Thank you for chosing me. Thank you for giving me the courage to say yes. I pray I have not one No left in me after this journey. You are more than worthy of my Yes.

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