16 hours left in Orange County....

So I'm about ready to leave and my brain is going haywire. A friend walked in to me laying on the floor, blasting film scores (it's what I do when I'm anxious)...I'm being attacked big time. Satan is trying to tell me that I'm going to be easily replaced, that no one is going to miss me, and that I am all together not needed here anymore. Which I know is a complete lie. I'm just bein real.  And Yes Chris Selzer and David Fernandez, this is an emotional response, not a logical one.

I know that Jesus is going to do amazing things to me, and through me on this journey, and I can't wait to sit at His feet for 3 months. But I would be lying if I told you I wasn't shaking in my boots. Anyways, Next time I post I'll be in Kansas City!

4 Weeks Away...

So I've finally raised most of my money, bought my plane ticket, arranged a pick up from the airport to the International House of Prayer, and it's starting to become real. I'm not gonna lie, I'm getting super nervous.This is the first time I have ever done anything on my own like this. I've been to a bunch of foreign countries, with no fear, but for some reason going only halfway across the country alone for 3 months is starting to make me sweat. Fire in the Night...Here I come.

                I recently got a prophetic word from a friend, saying that she saw God put a bucket before me, full of  grape juice. She said I then opened my mouth really wide and drank the whole bucket in one drink. She didn't know this at the time, but that is actually a bible verse from Psalm 81:10:

I am the LORD your God,
   who brought you up out of Egypt.
Open wide your mouth and I will fill it.

 I'm ready to recieve what you have for me Lord. Even if I'm scared. I will open my mouth and be honored that you fill it. Thank you for chosing me. Thank you for giving me the courage to say yes. I pray I have not one No left in me after this journey. You are more than worthy of my Yes.

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